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In
order to be filled
with
happiness
a
Jeep was all I asked.
Eternal
gratitude for this gift
I
promised.
Age
16, armed with
license
to drive
and
reasons galore
asking
my father
I
did over and o'er
implore
and
more,
and
begged until finally
assured,
I knew a Jeep
was
in my future.
The
date of my birthday
arrived,
all hired hands
and
brethren inside for
farm
breakfast. So I,
bounding
into the room
Smiling,
happy, sitting
at
my place, I spotted a
1946
Willys Jeep CJ2A
under
my cereal bowl
all
of 1.5 inches in length.
Both
tearing eyes and I
gathered
remaining strength,
ran
back through corn field,
asparagus
patch, over fencing,
to
apple orchard and beyond
into
the woods, to favorite spot.
Rather
die than not, I lay and wept.
Far
below Ohio River rolling,
sent
me peace,
kept
me alive.
How
wrong could I be
thinking
I'd grown that day...
knowing a heart full of hatred
could
not readily say
"Peace
to all you Peeps"
Nope.
But
since long ago
time
faded memory of
that
teen-life-horror.
Came
over time
power
to melt
this
hardened heart.
God's Gift, a saving grace,
that
I might live to steal
another
sweetest day,
when
I can now readily say,
with
love so real...
"PEACE
to all my Peeps!"
--steveroni
Some hurts are hard to let go of...alone. It takes One greater than ourselves to help loosen that grip. Oh, but sweet freedom when we do!
ReplyDeletea heart that full of hatred
ReplyDeleteto be remedied, only
when you stand up
on your own
you know, i am glad you lived on to be able to find that peace to give to us each day...and just for today...smiles.
ReplyDeleteA cruel gift- (similar to mine for a horse/pony back then!)Good things do come-just not in our time frame!
ReplyDeleteThanks.
MAGPIE, Thanks, we are in TOTAL agreement--once again!
ReplyDeleteRAINFIELD61
By age 16 I was so full of different addictions, it would have been impossible to "stand up alone". Had to have help, from a Power outside human power. Higher Power. God!
BRIAN!
Your smiles are especially nice ones, Cheerful! Thank you, Bro...I mean "BRI"!!!
IZZY,
yes, it's proven time after time (day after day!) that "We are not alone..."
Awwww. This is so sweet and so heartbreaking! I can relate, only mine was a horse...I got a collection of Breyers instead. I'm still living and breathing too! Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteI, as Brian, am so glad you got through it all to this, Steve, to bring us what really matters -- God.
ReplyDeletexo
I'm Happy you made it, my friend. Peace and hugs.
ReplyDeleteThe older I've become ...the less I've known...it's some kind of aging maths!!! good post.
ReplyDeletePeace and blessings to you too ~
ReplyDeleteHope all is well ~
It is a heart at peace that has the power to make the world a better place. You are indeed doing your part. :) Here's to the world changers!
ReplyDeleteELIZABETH!
ReplyDeleteA collection of Breyers! Then you DO know exactly what I wrote about Did you ever get your horse? I never did buy my Jeep—always something more important to buy...but I got a motor scooter, a BIG one! YAY, GOD!
JANNIE!
Yup, I guess anybody as old as I, went through a lot to get 'here'. But the payoff is “worth every penny” of pain! My opinion...Thanks!
AYALA!
Oh! Peace and hugs to you too, dear Peep!
GERRY SNAPE!
“Aging Maths”, I like that! I also like what you are doing on your blog...And yes. The older, the less we know, until we realize we know nothing, and then DEATH!
After that (my belief), fuller knowledge of “What's It All About...”
Thank you.
HEAVEN!
All is well. Thank you! Everything is as it should be...as I hope for you!
NATASHA HEAD!
“World Changers”, indeed!!!--grin! Through most of us Peeps, I believe God allows us to 'see' (or not to see) one of His changes at a time—in which He used me. What JOY to witness even the smallest of change. Your words “...doing your part.” I'll bet the word “part” is a part of the word “participation”!
So let's participate in LIFE...right?
Glad to 'see' you again,
"Ms Busy-Girl"
Blessings to you to Steve...you are blessing to us all....from one peep to another have a great day...bkm
ReplyDeleteOuch on not getting what you wanted, but that happens to all of us and probably was a good life lesson.
ReplyDeletethis is so very sad to imagine your broken heart and i am truly sure it was...your writing is deeply poignant. xxx
ReplyDelete:) LOL...
ReplyDeleteIt's in the wanting that the poetry is created. I wonder if that's why so many great poets and artists find themselves discontented so much UNLESS they are in service continually creating? Hmmmm.... your creation has made me ponder that this morning.
Peace to you Steve! :)
JESSIE!
ReplyDeleteSo glad I'm not a 'great' artist, poet, or anything--anymore. That way I don't have to yearn for something!
Thanks, Jess!
LINDA!
As in the song, "STARDUST"...but that was long ago..."...You right, though!
Thanks, sweet Farm Peep.
SYD!
At first, no. But finally, when I was ready to learn, it became a wonderful life's lesson!
SIGNED...BKM!
Blessings are ALL OVER these blogs today, and all the days--and yours is mingles with 'theirs' and 'ours', and we all share what seems right at the time. And so we live...and love!
Ahhhh....I can feel your deep disappointment, which probably is the highest in these things at 16.
ReplyDeletehate turning to the ability to love....you got your Jeep...an object to love, even if you didn't. Your heart opened and grew and we are the ones whole feel it.
A lovely, sad and so true memory into poetry, as only you can write, Steve.
Lady Nyo
LADY NYO.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jane!
peace for you too Steve!!!! nice poem
ReplyDeleteOhhhhhh my. That is great, great disappointment. My heart sank with yours. In the long run, though, things are better appreciated when you earn it the hard way.
ReplyDeleteAny chance the little Jeep was a seed? Maybe you should have planted it, see what popped up.